Fucking panic attacks!
For a minute there I was so paranoid and bummed out and lonely and sad and messed up and clueless and all. Phew.
Not that I feel awesome now, but at least I don't have a feeling that everything is crumbling under my feet.
Now it's bed time. And after last night's first sleepthrough in a week, I'm hoping tonight will be the same.
So, good night!